It is what it is....

Everyday people are stressing about the "thing".  This "thing" can be an upcoming event of stressful nature, or possibly something that happened in the past, no matter how long ago.  I find it interesting how small things, maybe something you said to someone, can have such an impact on anxiety of the mind.  Why do people think so much?  I am am absolutely a victim.  I find myself thinking of things that happened way in the past, years ago, and yet can't let it go.  Often at bed time where I stare into the blank world of my mind.  Perhaps it is the dark.  My mind brings about the light causing my anxiety.  Anyways, most of the time, this feeling of a whirlwind is caused by an embarrassment or a regret.  Why can't I let it go?  I feel as though there is a piece in my mind, or a little devil that grasps an idea and just can not let it go.  It, whatever it is, goes in circles.  I do not understand why I stress about project or public performances.  Why can't I think, just do it?  I wish I had the ability to release worry, erase anxiety, let go of stress.  Ultimately, death is the final result.  Maybe it has something to do with memory. The idea of..."people don't forget".  However, I find the reality is they do, people don't remember the person a lot of the time, they remember the event.  This entity, notion, is something I really want to work on.  Yes grades matter, yes people matter, but it is ultimately the "you" that matters.  I want to worry about what I think about myself, how I develop my actions and responsibilities, not what others think.  Sorry to ramble, I just felt a free response is a perfect time to express the crazy ideas I have in my mind.  My conclusion: EVERYONE IS CRAZY.  

Sally Mann-I feel as though this picture represents anxiety of Emmett, the last time he poses nude for fear of judgment of the world upon his changes.